Assignment 2

As individual
When I faced to the difficulty which I can make it, I always keep trying to change the situation by myself, saying for me "you can make it" or "you are not weak, you can bear it".
When I faced to the difficulty which can't be help for me, I once prayed for God (I usually don't believe any religion so maybe I did to my late grand father??) but unfortunately the situation was not changed. From that time I understand that nobody can change my bad situation without trying by myself and sometimes the best way is just waiting the time passed.
As a team reader
I was belonged to kendo club when I was a high school student.
I was a reader of this club at last year of my school life.
From these experience I have had many important match to fight as a group by 5 people to 5 people. Especially when I have to fight as a last person which will decide win or lose, I was really nervoused. At these times, I think preparing a good simulation in brain for winning is important
Thus even if something have not expected happened during match, I can chose another way of winning unconsciously.
I don't understand so much about shackleton's keeping reality and I didn't take action with this idea when I was a reader. But I defined this idea as keeping calm (don't enjoy with the other group) and pay attention to the other member. I think it really hard and important task as a reader.

"Vision and Quick Victories"

Long term Vision

I would like to be someone who express what they want to say about the recent world by using the way of movies or books. I know that there are many way to expression what they are thinking , for example, as a photographer, a paintings, a teacher ,a philosopher and a politician etc. Among these occupation I like a director or a novelist best.
If I say specifically, I would like to work at company related to movie because I like reading what the character think in the story. before I enter the University, I wondered whether my interests is general or not. because I thought these things, for example, reading the novel and enjoying movie etc is besicaly familier with everyone and I felt It's not special interest for me. I realized after I enter University, however, that people have a own interest and I found someone who are totally not interested in watching movie and reading novel , that's why I changed my mind and I become have a confident to say it is my interest and dream to make movie or story.

To be a director or novelist I have to make my work but Its really unrealistic because I entered ICU which I can not learn specialized knowledge about movie. therefore I made a decition I'll learn studies related many field of studies which will help me to achieve my personality deeply and to create some story in the future.

As a accompaniment of my interest, I really interested in natural conversation between people. specifically I want to learn conversation by using second language because when people communicate with someone who has same mother tongue, they do communicate and get friendly under consiousness. If people speak with someone in second language, however, I think the situation is defferent and they talk each other and do self-presentation under consiousness. I really want to know Universal way of being known each other, that's why I believe people, even if they speak different language ,has something in common, also have same point to feel and be impressed by seeing same things which will help to get sympathy from many people when I make the story. Therefore I would like to know the communication between people.


Short term vision

First, as I said abobe, I'll keep searching what I really want to know during university and I'll study hard because I would like to get perspective knowledge to judge what is right and wrong about what's going on the world.
. At the same time, I'll make a short story and apply to a book publisher.
Second, I'll study english more as a second language and one of big language to express for many people. I also expected that english as a common language has a possibility to make people's brain clearly and is good tool to show directly because I want to express what I think more clearly but in japanese I tend to express anbiguous way. ( I tried to do so also in english but even now I still can't express my feeling clearly.)
Third, I'll watch many movies and read many novel.